Apostrophe Ass

intelligent meat

2011-10-31T12:33:00.000+08:00

learning frm experience can be very fruitful for the future. laws have been implemented to deter crimes and mistakes. words alone never useful enough. actions and experiences have always dominate our lives. in order for one to understand the consequences, they inevitably commit mistakes. what are humans without flaws and misjudgements anw. u may lose some but u gain more..

returning

2011-10-25T15:58:00.000+08:00

as usual, i feel wet, drench in my on perspiration. on my way home in a train its journey never ends. left camp unexpectedly earlier than planned. routined to procrastinate but occasionally bad in instinct. it was infested with full of kids in the bus. im kinda annoyed with these immatures.. well den heading back home.. in my head hoping for my bike to be released asap..anw, 6 more stops before i alight.. wondering is my baby doing well.. shes been stressing to me on her carreer that she hates.. long story if i were to write. all the best baby. i will be fetching u tonight. see ya!

social parasites

2011-10-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

why are they trying hard just to get above someone else. if they are good, they wont be here. living on others insecurity and low self esteem. they are useless themselves as they are attention deprived. they need one by making others feel so low to be on top. fucking despise these animals. losers!

trnsport operator

2011-03-09T22:20:00.001+08:00

Become a saf trnsport operator is not an easy task afterall. there are number of courses that are in store for us.However im glad that i have my driving license expenses on them. and i've yet to clock 5000plus km more to get my civilian driving license.

As for now, i will just accept with what vocation has to offer. and next week, i've to attempt a course.. Goodnight!

p.s. i love my girlfriend!

graduated!

2011-01-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

today marked the day i took a step forward in bringing my loved ones together. on top of that is my graduation ceremony as a private. felt so good to have my buddies ard me, feeling so high like there's no tomorrow.hopefully our friendship will last forever. went through thick and thin together, progress together and succeed together. last but not least, POC OH! goodnight people

p.s. i love my girlfriend!

Bye bye Singapore..

2010-02-21T00:17:00.003+08:00

Out of the blue moon, im here posting after a long long time. i will be leaving my hometown soon. On top of that, i'll be leaving my Mrs Adil behind for a solid three weeks which is then i will be back.

This entry is specially written and dedicated to my only Mrs Adil. (doesnt concern to the others)

Its beyond my control that i have to go away soon baby. i dont deny tat i'll be missing u when im gone away.But thats not the end of it. my heart will always be attached to urs. only the heart can feel each other's love. touch ur heart if u miss me coz im there beating ur heart with the power of love. Ppl sae that the further u are separated from ur partner, the more u will appreciate them. So i guess u deserve this and u will appreciate me more=p.

Likewise, im sorry for what ive done to hurt u before. never meant to do it coz ur my one and only. i will not waste my effort building up this relationship abt 5 years ago with not much in hand. Nevertheless, it stands strong till this very moment.

i will end here and get back to chat with my Mrs Adil.

p.s. i love my girlfriend and the sentence in yellow is purely just a joke!

Hate it

2010-01-19T14:38:00.002+08:00

Home was regarded to be the earth's heaven. But to me it was the worst place of living. i attain peace at the outside world. This is my life.

ever changing life.

2009-12-29T01:48:00.003+08:00

Im worn out for the past few days. My schedule is gapless that i have no time to attend even to myself.

Life is all abt responsibility and commitment. Without these two, u can never start anything. Yes u can. But once u begin something it will get into one hell of a mess. Register that in mind.

There's a big massive strips of life ahead of me. Im plunging in it rite now and taking the right lane.

Im now addressing to my mrs adil. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!. may all your wish come true. Im sorry that im the last person to wish u but its easy for u to track back my msg compare to me competing with others to wish u. It will all jumbled up together.

my post ends here.

p.s. i love my girlfriend

AAAARRRGGGHHHHH!!!

2009-12-14T02:00:00.002+08:00

Two hours ago was the suckiest day of my life. it was the day which is full of frustration. started with a boring inception. followed by a long hours of restless sleep. my body was tired of sleeping. nothing attractive has caught my eyes. as usual my siblings create idiotic mistakes. and most significant thing is that my computer is one kind of a mother f....! if my computer has human senses, i would surely scream at it' u son of a b****!'

that's all im gonna say to vent my wrath. and sometimes i wish i dont have a feeling. so i dont care if people get me frustrated or otherwise. thank you for reading, u may now tag my blog if u care.

p.s. i love my girlfriend!

no escape

2009-12-10T14:38:00.006+08:00

today will mark the day which im legal to do certain things which im not allowed yesterday. its not that im being kiasu. but its obviously noticable to me when some hit 18, their lifestyle changed dramatically. i dont think thats neccessary to point out ur certain perspective. i will still remain my current being. people are happy with me all along. Happy birthday to me.

p.s. i love my girlfriend!

Girlfriend

2009-11-21T22:43:00.002+08:00

This is the girlfriend typing. This is the girlfriend typing.
This blog is just a duplicate of my blog. Only thing is, my blog is much better.
Okay bye. I'm bored.

P.S I was here ;)

who knows

2009-10-13T20:03:00.002+08:00

first and foremost i would like to apologise to every single soul whom i had known. i beg ur pardon if i've created a big or small catastrophe between us. im not perfect indeed.

we dont noe when is our calender going to stop. this is just a reminder. no one lives forever and no guarantee that ur lifespan last they way u think. life is very short as its just a part of the inception to the real deal.

p.s. i love my girlfriend.

Ramadhan

2009-08-22T18:14:00.001+08:00

i love my girlfriend!

saying of my heart

2009-06-22T22:21:00.002+08:00

today as usual.. life makes me feel boring. If life is a living entity i would love to negotiate abt my days and nights. Early in the morning the same old backlog will be the first to struck my mind. im feeling tired of it. Plus, work weariness is killing me. Initially i felt the excitement embraces me during me early days of working and never wanna end it. But as trees grow old and leaves left behind its fresh green appeal and succumb to earth gravity, i dont feel triumph will ever prevail by doing this. i need to start afresh and look forward to a new glory. thats wat i wanna do. But i need the help of everlasting motivation and where could i find the source of it??

P.S. i love my girlfriend..

!kcab mi

2009-06-21T03:55:00.002+08:00

this is my world. full of topsy turvy happenings..

p.s. I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND!

hoping its a dream

2009-01-16T17:04:00.001+08:00

if this is a dream, god please wake me up. i cant endure this nightmare...

nothing to display

2008-11-02T00:04:00.001+08:00

cant u read wat's mentioned above?? there's nothing to be displayed. so get lost!! ok bye!! muahahahahaha

random

2008-08-01T12:25:00.002+08:00

sorry for the long recession of my blog entry. my blog is being stagnant for a period of time coz i dont have the time to update it. im being lazy nowadays. slacking is my best friend now. i cant seem to get rid it. i've succumb to the power of downfall. however it is, i noe i can resist but i love to slack=p nevermind.. i noe i can. ermm.. sorry guys again if i seldom write in my blog. if u guys love to read my blog, den dont hesitate to flood my tagboard. tat way, i noe u guys anticipate for my entry=) haha tak tau malu eh=p ok bye2!

schoolwork weariness

2008-04-21T08:57:00.005+08:00

Today i feel like blogging. and i think i will be typing and typing and typing.. there's alot i want to share today. so please dont read if u think it'll be a monotonous entry.

By all means, i've to cross and overcome these incoming hurdles. its only first semester of school and im felling the pain in preparation for o level. ya.. and i set my target to below 14 points which is possible. i know i can do it its just tat im lazing around. nvm.. i just have to buck up and brush up on my weaker subjects and everything will be fine!

mid year exam is just around the corner and i dont know wether im prepared or not. mentally not but physically yes. hahaha. i dont noe wether i have enough information and ideas to take the exams but my hands are craving to hold a pen and write on the answer script. i dont noe y.. im a weirdo. all i have to do now is no longer strange to every one. i've to open my books and peruse every single line so that i understand and painstakingly do revisions. yaa... tats perfect.

im excited to noe tat im going on a leisure trip to cameron highland and homestay at penang. i cant wait but at the same im sorry if i've to leave u behind for a while. no matter what u will always be with me. in my heart.. dont worry.. i'll buy u some souvenirs k.

there's a wisdom behind every occurence. i srongly agree with this philosophy. u will find live more meaningful if u believe in it. u will feel more relax if u think in this manner.. believe me.

all right i guess i should stop here. ya.. and finally i start blogging again!=) bye bye...

What a tremendous change!

2008-04-16T08:39:00.003+08:00

hey guys, im sorry for not reviving my lond-dead blog. im busy nowadaes for sure as o level awaits me this year. Ya... and ermm thx for doing my blog. well well well.. my attendance this year is very terrible.. i dont noe y. i feel very lazy to attend school this year. but tats not the reason y i dont attend school. im ussually late for school and was given warning. if i insist in coming to school late, i'll be cane. actually i dont mind being cane. the pain will go off shortly. but the impression others will have on me is unfavourable for me. they'll think im one of the baddies. nvm den.. ya.. anw i dont think i'll be blogging frequently. just today something urge me to read my blog. and found out something new in my blog. i noe who did this. its U!!=) hahahaha.. i guess i should stop here.. bye byee!

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2008-03-04T21:37:00.002+08:00

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idiots!

2007-08-29T15:52:00.000+08:00

am i in the wrong?? if yes, let me tell those idiots that if u guys just cant take bloody jokes, my advice to u guys is fuck off!!!!!!!

2007-07-14T21:35:00.002+08:00

sayang... its really difficult for me to know u completely.. ur enigmatic... honestly... till now i dont noe whether u do love me or not... ur mood change frequently... most of the time u get frustrted easily... i've to give in alot...and sometimes ur good mood struck... tat is when i feel tat my burden has gone...maybe this is nature.. guys have to give in a lot to girls in order to maintain their relationship... actually my life became more complicated when u became part of my heart.. however i just cant let u go... although u shattered my heart countless of times,i still just cant give u up... i never wanna lose u...i love u so much.. my love for u is too great to be given up..but do u noe tat?
maybe if one day we go separate ways,hopefully not... its not tat i leave u.. its the other way... throughout this two years.. my love for u isn't deteriorating.. even a litlle.. but somehow it became stronger... i dont noe abt u.. maybe u dont express it..i dont noe...i just wish tat u love me as much as i love u... maybe when the day comes i'll get to feel my feelings being taken care of as how i take good care of urs....which i never noe when........

2007-07-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

im sorry if i've spoilt ur day...

actually there r some reason y i back off and not going home with u... i wish not to share it with u for maybe this instinct i have may be incorrect.. i felt disturbed.. my mind was haywire... but wat ever it is...... i still love u as much as i always do... i love u so much suhanah..and actually i regretted for not going home with u todae.....

2007-07-07T14:02:00.000+08:00

english oral is just around the corner..im not as nervous as i used to be... just that im ready and prepare to take the oral... aniwaes.. wish me goodluck and all the best k...

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over...

p.s. can i have another massage frm u by? =p

stupid me

2007-07-02T22:14:00.000+08:00

im in love!!!! -_-" like i never did.. hahah.. im crazy.. no notion why im blogging.. ok den.. good night to my family, friends, unique girlfriend and everyone who is experiencing the night.. tata.. adios.. chow sin chi.. good bye!! =)

buat yang tercinta

2007-06-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

Resah... Ku dalam kesepian
Kini Kerinduan
Dirimu di mana gerangan
Senyuman mu sinar mata mu
Hadir di dalam impian...

Sunyi...
Kini ku rasakan
Ingin ku titikkan
Rinduku pada angin lalu
Ku nantikan dan ku nantikan
Saat kau datang pada ku...

Ku bawa dikau dalam mimpi ku
Hatiku memanggil namamu...
Dengarkah dikau suara hatiku
Membisik ku rindu padamu...

Dikau... Yang sangat ku sayang
Kini berjauhan
Bilakah masanya bersua
Inginku curahkan segalanya
Buat dikau yang tercinta.......

2007-06-15T12:56:00.000+08:00

honestly speaking,ur the sweetest i've ever seen... wishing to posess u forever...

being matured.. guess so

2007-06-14T16:09:00.000+08:00

shld get over it.. yea.. shld get over it.. every secs i feel myself drifting nearer and nearer to unknown darkness.. maybe none have the notion wat im talking abt.. me too... and dont tink with da word darkness reflects me as being emo..
i feel as if i am losing too much but wat is it tat im losing.. i can feel it.. im losing everything.. bit by bit.. one by one.. everything will gone...
as a guy i shld be strong.. never fall upon any obstruction.. but guys do have flaws.. this is fated to all human beings..but watever it is TRY NOT TO FALL!! never breakdown adil.. maybe its not tat im giving away..however i am being left.. tats y im losing... least probably i deserve it but who am i to ask and being demanding... nvm den.. let time leads me....

biar waktu mengarak langkah hidup ku
aku redha dengan hati terbuka
walau penuh dugaan dan rintangan
akan ku tempuh hingga ke akhir jua

2007-06-11T17:40:00.000+08:00

another significant memory of my life... just came back from terengganu... to be more exact is im back from teluk ketapang... i dont noe why but i just love homestay very very much... i really miss the fun i had.. i miss the bikes i rode.. i miss my room.. i miss the scrumptious food... i miss hearing their accent when they speak... the most important of all... i miss Muhd Saiful Helmi!!! i miss him so much.. he's so cute!! when he laugh he looks damn cute with his dimples went deep... i really miss him... if only my voice could be heard frm singapore to terengganu.. i will shout out loud to him saying tat i miss him... i noe he miss me for when i asked him wether he is sad that im leaving for singapore.. he saed yes.. he is sad.... i do hate tat all good things will come to an end.. i dont want to return to singapore if possible... i feel like staying there forever.....

let me brief u wat i did during the whole trip...
the first night when we all reach our given homes... i took a bath first.. den i heard commotion outside the house.. went out and saw my friends... i decide to take a walk with them.. but den they left before i join them.. i decided to borrow my foster father's motorcycle to search for them.. den i saw danial.. i pillioned him and i rode within the village.. the second dae i rode a bike to the assembly hall which we call it dewan or balai raya... my friends were eager to try it when they saw me riding it... unfortunately..i met with an accident.. i brokedown at maximal speed...i have deep cuts on my left palm.. bruise on my arm.. big blue black on my right shin and i injured both of my knees.. but the accident dont curb me frm riding... im more eager the ride it... i thought tat no one saw me brokedown but cikgu azmi saw it... frm the thrid dae onwards no one is allowed to ride motorcycles anymore... so sad.... but nvm.. the scar marks will remind me this unforgetable trip as a souvenir.. the third day was scorching hot.. visited places of interest and went for shopping...then we return the next dae and i last saw saiful helmi was at the turtle farm...... that all for now.... tata!!~

if only i can seat beside u during the whole trip... im not satisfied for i only got to feel u for a short period of time... the miss i have for u is unbearable now... i love u siti suhanah... maybe forever....

i suck!

2007-05-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

i cant think anymore! i cant think anymore!! i cant think anymore!!!...='( i've tried my best to console her.. however i failed.. im sorry..i really am.. no words can describe how i feel now.. i cant afford to lose her but she's indifferent now... this will resort in separation.. i dont want that.. i never want.. oh god pls.. for the first time i plead to u.. i seek for ur guidance... help me save my relationship with her..='(
im in the wrong but i cant help it.. it was beyond my prediction.. i didnt planned tat all tis will happened.. u didnt give me chance.. i love u so much sayang...i dont tink u need me on this earth anymore... if u resort in separation.. i cant do anything.. i have to give in although i will suffer my entire life...='(
for the first time in my sec four life..i burst into tears.. not for joy but sorrow... i kept telling to myself that watever happens i shld not cry.. im a guy.. guys are strong and not born to be cry baby... but i cant help it.. the ego i've build inside has collapsed.. and i realised tat im not strong enough to endure if im losing someone special.. she's special to me.. but she dont understand tat.. ='( watever happens now,i should confront it as calm as possible.......

i miss the good old days... frm the first time we met till now.. whenever i miss or quarrel with u i will fly down to memory lane.. the days we had fun together..wonderful memories... i still remembered ur previous blog which was the mother-nature.blogspot.com... whenever i enter the website i felt tat i was back then.. in sec two... there was not much problem in getting to noe u... i didnt expect tat we will have problems in our relationship.. i agree tat tis is part and parcel in loving one another... we do have problems.. maybe ur not contented with me... but shldnt we give in.... maybe after this i'll live in my own fantasy forever..... goodbye='(

i miss u 6230i

2007-05-25T20:28:00.000+08:00

F***! F***! F***!!! ='( yesterday was totally not my dae.. guess what.. a good news.. i've lost my beloved handphone='( i've tried my best not to lose it and i've been consistent throughout.. but somehow i've lost it.. from the hand of my fren.. i dont want to explain in details.. im pissed off!! let us give one minute silent to commemorate my beloved hp.. one min pls...

well den..lets set aside the sorrow.. im aware of something nowadeas.. i do still love her so much.. if tats not the fact y do i miss her damn much.. i dont noe abt her.. but i can feel her presence is drifting away from me..im helpless.. i dont wanna lose her.. never.. but if we aren't fated to be together... den i've to let it be.. she's the only one i love so much.. she's my real first love despite having steady back den.. she's my first and last till my last breath although we go separate ways during the our 'journey'.... tats all for now.. gdnite

melacca

2007-05-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

melacca melacca melacca... i didnt expected this trip to turn up to be a memorable one.. the unforgetable parts of the days were the 'eating time!'..the food was appetizing,scrumptious,mouth watering,delicious, etc.. i really miss my hotel.. the food..the fun.. lots of things..

den we visited some museums..lots of wonderful exhibits..went shopping... mostly we spent our time shopping and eating..unfortunately theres always ups and downs...some activities we were not prepared and some spoilt our mood.. however.. the overall trip was enjoyable.. i really look forward to such trips.. anw not to be missed..im going terengganu this june..yay! it shld be a great trip too.. alright den.. goodnite everyone.. take care but dont take drugs! nites!

she's gone

2007-03-13T09:22:00.000+08:00

well...its been four daes since she left her homeland.. poland is where she is now.. im indeed glad tat she was given the opportunity to tour in europe.. the experience will be a significant one throughout her life.. however negative thoughts struck my mind..i feared tat 'it' will happen.. and i cant bear if it happens.. well nowadaes i kept thinking of her..i miss her so much tat i lost my sleepiness.. i would stay awake till 4 am..''and attend to my feelings''.. Hoping tat she wont forget me in spite of enjoying on the trip.. i tried to stay in touch with her all the time... but something hinder me from doing so... everything happen for a reason huh.. well im just longing for her existence here.. guess i shld do nothing except wait for her return........ goodbye!

im back..

2007-02-25T13:53:00.000+08:00

im back..i wenk ti..sti eurt..ym anahus tnseod evol em eromyna..i yllaer kcus ni gnihtyreve..morf ym edutitta ot ym lanosrep srettam s'ehs tsuj ekil na legna elihw mi tsuj a lamron gnieb..i tnod evresed reh..i tnac droffa ot ekam na legna yppah nac i?..no i cant..='(

this is me

2006-12-01T14:31:00.000+08:00

what i've been craving for have finally got into me..but things tend to turn bad..problems comes after one another...i just can't run or hide from it..problems which i kept to myself had grown worse..in my point of view life is just not perfect..i dont deserve a soul..

wishing

2006-10-03T17:38:00.000+08:00

hoping tat the love u have for me will never fade for i cannot live without u....

she's my everything..

2006-09-30T16:39:00.000+08:00

All my life..I’ve waited..dreaming..wishing..for the day when you would come my way......that day has come..my heart flutters at the sound of ur voice..my hands shake as I reach to touch ur face..i lost in nowhere upon staring deeply at u..ur my everything..ur all i need...

fucker

2006-09-18T22:18:00.000+08:00

do u have to exaggerate?..i noe ur mp3's spoilt...dont need to make a big fuzz den...i'll repay back everythinglah!!!

what is it?

2006-09-06T11:59:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry sayang...

vvvalaa!

2006-09-03T22:57:00.000+08:00

yes!!!now my com is repaired!=) =)

bla3

2006-08-09T13:52:00.000+08:00

Bon jour my old diary...today is a such boring and lousy dae...nothing much happened todae..woke up..went for tuition...the problem is that im lazy to wake up in the morn just for tuition..c'est la vie...the good thing is that i've learnt some of the french language..quite interesting....

yesterdae after skool..i reached home abt 12 plus..den went out again with danial baby and karim to hougang abt 2 plus coz there was a soccer match..which was whitleyans againts sengkang..byron bet the match..team which loses will have to buy for each everyone from the winning team a big bottle of drink which will cost abt 28 bucks..and bien entendu we won..i forgotten whats the score(sorry)..but we only received 2 dollars and 20 cents from the other team..unfair huh..but nvm..its a good game..den went home back abt 6..

had a bath and went out again abt 6.20..went to victoria theatre to watch malay performing arts with danial..adam..nabil..karim and some malay dancers not to forget cikgu Sarina and her daughter...it was a great show..i dont regret it..the five bucks is worth it...it ended abt 10..

we walked to the mrt station..it was wild outside esplanade..there are crowds everywhere..finally we arrived at cityhall mrt station..we missed two trains as there were lots of commuters..reached bishan mrt..theres some problem with my ez-link so i was delayedand she didnt wait for me

reached home..washed my legs..went to bed straight away..slept with my jeans and singlet..i was damn tired to take a bath..decided to have a good bath the next morning...

voi la tout for todae...a bien tot...

ps..u have beaux yeux..

how i feel abt u

2006-07-29T15:48:00.000+08:00

this is how i really feel abt u dear...

When everytime i think of you my body shakes
everytime i see you my knees grow weak and
everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end.

When everytime i look into your eyes...i wish i was there
everytime i see you smile my heart melts
and every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end.

I want so much to tell you that without u with me each dae my dae isn't complete..I've always wanted to be with u..that no matter what's going on in my life...u're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving u seems to be all I need to know.
But everytime I want to sae it the words just wont come out to you feared if you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed

Then to try to tell you exactly whats on my mind..I wish to tell you that I'm beginning to love you more with each passing of the day and that I want to be with you come whatever may...

sincerely from the depth of my heart.......

die3

2006-07-29T15:19:00.000+08:00

i'll be dead on mondea :(

hati terluka

2006-07-15T16:08:00.000+08:00

Billy Zulkarnain - Hati Terluka

Waktu kita bersama
Indahnya ku alami
Waktu kita berdua
Janji-janji bersemi

Apa pun rintangan
Dapat kita harungi
Apa pun persoalan
Dapat kita jalani
Namun semuanya
Berubah dalam sekelip mata

(*)
Hati terluka bila ku sedar
Kau khianati cinta
Jiwa meronta bila ternyata
Kau menduakan cinta
Sungguh ku tak menyangka
Begini di akhirnya
Kau tinggalkan ku hati terluka

Menggamitkan kembali
Waktu kau lafaz cinta
Sambil ku sarung cincin
Sebagai tanda setia

Menggamitkan kembali
Waktu kau kesedihan
Ku kesat air mata
Yang jatuh berlinangan

Namun semuanya
Berubah dalam sekelip mata

(*)

Ku terima semuanya dengan tabah
Mengharapkan ada hikmah…ah..ah..

Namun semuanya
Berubah dalam sekelip mata(* 2x)

Me love this song sooo much. It is full of passion when singing and the meaningful lyrics touch my heart. If you never heard of this song before, you could download this song at Jiwang.

For me this is a story of a man that love his girl so much. They work sooo hard for this relationship but everything change when he realized that his girlfriend actually have somebody else other than him. He feel hurt and looking back at memories. It is sad and pitiful..if onli the girl noe that her guy luv her whole-heartedly....Hati Terluka

i believe it

2006-07-09T13:16:00.000+08:00

"love a girl doesn't mean you want her to be urs..love basically means giving her happiness"quoted from someone whom i just knew..

heartbroken!

2006-07-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

if i have a wish..i would haf wish tat the angel of death take away my soul now..wat for i live on this earth if i was fated onli to suffer pains..wat i've been thinking is rite..no one in this world love me and care abt me..if i died in an accident or commit suicide..who cares..no one cares abt me..no one cares abt my feelings..

you my friend,i never thought u would did this..have i ever did something bad to u..untill u have to act in this way?!..fuck u man!..backstab is the best word to describe u..and for you..i've never ever thought tat u would did something like this to me...i never felt this dissapointment in my life before..congrates,u are the first person to creat this feelings in me..u dont haf the sincerity in u..my heart is broken forever...none can ever mend it anymore.................:'(

hati terluka

2006-07-05T21:27:00.000+08:00

hati terluka..jiwa meronta:'(

dealova

2006-06-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati telah letih

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
oh bayangmu seakan-akan

kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yg memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada
hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
dan sepi, dan sepi...

misses everything..

2006-06-19T16:10:00.000+08:00

back at last..its been weeks since i last update huh..things happen for a reason..i guess its not necessary to tell u y i didnt update ma blog for a long time..

last week went to negeri sembilan...really really miss kampung pelegong...miss my foster family especially my foster brother and dad..miss my kampung pelegong friends and i really miss the fun i had there..we played tradisional games..we learn how to ride a motorbike..there was this funny incident..very funny abt danial riding a motorbike...wanna noe more abt the incident just ask him urself k..den theres night walk..it was creepy..there was so called 'ghost' to scare us in the jungle while we are on our way to the checkpoint..everthing ended so fast and its time to return to singapore..den it was wen my foster mom's tears rolled down her cheeks..i'll never forget this trip...

we planned to visit kampung pelegong again..but im not sure wen it is..cant wait to see my second home again...

till here guys...dont forget to tag...adios!

love

2006-05-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

nowadaes i was thinking abt love...y do the feeling love occurs to everyone??..i noe some ppl out dere hate love...love is not just everything about being happy between two parties..love also involves sensetivity..jealousy..hatred..and more...u'll get sensitive at times wen ppl talk bad about ur partner...u'll get jealous easily wen ur partner is close to anyone hu is the opposite sex or wen ur partner praise abt someone hu is the opposite sex more than they praise u...jealousy leads to hatred..u'll hate the person hu ur partner are close to(the opp. sex)...and also the person hu ur partners attracted and looked upon to...moreover when ur partner do not pay more attention to u...u'll feel dissapointed..sad and dissatisfied...haixx...

tats all for todae..have a good night everyone...adios!

back from a long holidae

2006-05-22T20:54:00.000+08:00

im back guys...sorry for not updating my blog..actually there was too many things i wanna sae but i was simply lazy..

this month lots of things just happen...recently i had a camp at kota tinggi...it was damn fun..especially river cascading..the river was super cold...its sure a miss if one did not went for the camp...the next dae after the camp i had a buffet at a five-star hotel which was holiday inn....ate alot..and the food was a mouth-watering one...after the buffet went to marina sq...there i played bowling..arcade and lan game...bowling was fun although i've didn't hit most of the wadeva it is called...

and i'm going to negeri sembilan soon...it is on 9 to 11 june...its sure gonna be fun..

haf to go now guys..i'll try to update my blog often..adios!

p.s:DO NOT FORGET TO TAG!

good day

2006-05-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

todae was a great dae..after exam..affandi..danial..zai..nabil..dinie..karim and i went to siloso beach..we had lots of fun there..there was a part when we dared ourselves to swim across from where we were swimming to the opposite side of our place..it was far and deep..but nabil..dinie and i made it across the route..it was damn tiring when covered 3/4 of the route..but we force ourselves and completed the dare...the rest wasn't confident of doing the dare..but affandi..karim and danial..saw nabil..dinie and i as an encouragement to them..if the three of us can do it means anyone can do it too..danial complete it first den followed by karim den affandi..
we also had some photo shots..we posed at every type of posture..and danial was the one hu took the pic of us..den we all went back home at abt 8plus..it was great..todae was one of the best dae in my life...

i guess i shd stop typing now...i need to have a good rest coz there's still exam paper waiting for me tmr..till here and goodnite everyone..

ermmm

2006-04-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

reached home at 10 plus...i came home late coz i went to study from 5 plus to10 plus with dinie,khairul and more..there were six of us..actually i didn't learn that much..we made jokes more than we study..hahah..we all laugh non-stop from5 plus to 10 plus...although we were studying..we still laugh..hahah..i can sae tat todae is the dae of laughter..hahah

i got to rest now coz im damn tired...laugh too much made my stomach cramp...goodbye and goodnite everyone!

im sick

2006-04-22T19:26:00.000+08:00

woke up in the morning..suddenly felt a burning sensation in my throat...yea..sore throat!!..i really hate sore throats..what worsen my morning were my runny nose and drowzyness..in short,i got a fever..haixx...need to drink plenty of water and have a good rest todae..hopefully i will recover by tmr...

nothing much to sae todae..chao sin chi!

still todae

2006-04-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

after the speech and prize giving ceremony,went to eat at canteen..karim and i ate as much food as we can untill we a r damn full..den went to broadcasting room..it was damn fun in the broadcasting room..we swithed off the lights and played our percussion..we are like one whole bunch of hooligans in the broadcasting room..it was really damn fun..hahah..

sent my babygirl to mrt station..den went to relax with my friends under a block..i just realised i got a good strength..not to show-off lah but i can carry three person at a time..mustafa,dinie and khairul(baby)..and i carried mushid hu is two and a-half bigger den my size...i guess tat im not normal..wat kind of person i am..onli god noes huh..

btw goodluck for ur competition ana..hopefully u'll win...till here for todae..

Goodnite ppl..

todae

2006-04-21T14:04:00.000+08:00

i didn't went to school todae...coz it finishes at 11 todae..i prefer not to go..learn for three hours plus onli..nothing much i can absorb...

need to go to school later coz there's speech dae and i'm taking the prize again...y i mentioned again coz last year i took the prize..it was a 25 dollars cd-rama voucher..hopefully this year is the prize is different from wat i received last year...ermm..and yea..exam is just around the corner... and as normal i'm not prepared yet..''-_-

thx baby for helping me with my blog..i owe u one huh...thats all for now..adios!

new blog

2006-04-19T20:41:00.000+08:00

testing..testing..orite..yay..new blog:)