14 July 2007

sayang... its really difficult for me to know u completely.. ur enigmatic... honestly... till now i dont noe whether u do love me or not... ur mood change frequently... most of the time u get frustrted easily... i've to give in alot...and sometimes ur good mood struck... tat is when i feel tat my burden has gone...maybe this is nature.. guys have to give in a lot to girls in order to maintain their relationship... actually my life became more complicated when u became part of my heart.. however i just cant let u go... although u shattered my heart countless of times,i still just cant give u up... i never wanna lose u...i love u so much.. my love for u is too great to be given up..but do u noe tat?
maybe if one day we go separate ways,hopefully not... its not tat i leave u.. its the other way... throughout this two years.. my love for u isn't deteriorating.. even a litlle.. but somehow it became stronger... i dont noe abt u.. maybe u dont express it..i dont noe...i just wish tat u love me as much as i love u... maybe when the day comes i'll get to feel my feelings being taken care of as how i take good care of urs....which i never noe when........

12 July 2007

im sorry if i've spoilt ur day...

actually there r some reason y i back off and not going home with u... i wish not to share it with u for maybe this instinct i have may be incorrect.. i felt disturbed.. my mind was haywire... but wat ever it is...... i still love u as much as i always do... i love u so much suhanah..and actually i regretted for not going home with u todae.....

07 July 2007

english oral is just around the corner..im not as nervous as i used to be... just that im ready and prepare to take the oral... aniwaes.. wish me goodluck and all the best k...

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over...


p.s. can i have another massage frm u by? =p

02 July 2007

stupid me

im in love!!!! -_-" like i never did.. hahah.. im crazy.. no notion why im blogging.. ok den.. good night to my family, friends, unique girlfriend and everyone who is experiencing the night.. tata.. adios.. chow sin chi.. good bye!! =)