being matured.. guess so

shld get over it.. yea.. shld get over it.. every secs i feel myself drifting nearer and nearer to unknown darkness.. maybe none have the notion wat im talking abt.. me too... and dont tink with da word darkness reflects me as being emo..
i feel as if i am losing too much but wat is it tat im losing.. i can feel it.. im losing everything.. bit by bit.. one by one.. everything will gone...
as a guy i shld be strong.. never fall upon any obstruction.. but guys do have flaws.. this is fated to all human beings..but watever it is TRY NOT TO FALL!! never breakdown adil.. maybe its not tat im giving away..however i am being left.. tats y im losing... least probably i deserve it but who am i to ask and being demanding... nvm den.. let time leads me....

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aku redha dengan hati terbuka
walau penuh dugaan dan rintangan
akan ku tempuh hingga ke akhir jua