i miss u 6230i

F***! F***! F***!!! ='( yesterday was totally not my dae.. guess what.. a good news.. i've lost my beloved handphone='( i've tried my best not to lose it and i've been consistent throughout.. but somehow i've lost it.. from the hand of my fren.. i dont want to explain in details.. im pissed off!! let us give one minute silent to commemorate my beloved hp.. one min pls...


well den..lets set aside the sorrow.. im aware of something nowadeas.. i do still love her so much.. if tats not the fact y do i miss her damn much.. i dont noe abt her.. but i can feel her presence is drifting away from me..im helpless.. i dont wanna lose her.. never.. but if we aren't fated to be together... den i've to let it be.. she's the only one i love so much.. she's my real first love despite having steady back den.. she's my first and last till my last breath although we go separate ways during the our 'journey'.... tats all for now.. gdnite