she's gone

well...its been four daes since she left her homeland.. poland is where she is now.. im indeed glad tat she was given the opportunity to tour in europe.. the experience will be a significant one throughout her life.. however negative thoughts struck my mind..i feared tat 'it' will happen.. and i cant bear if it happens.. well nowadaes i kept thinking of her..i miss her so much tat i lost my sleepiness.. i would stay awake till 4 am..''and attend to my feelings''.. Hoping tat she wont forget me in spite of enjoying on the trip.. i tried to stay in touch with her all the time... but something hinder me from doing so... everything happen for a reason huh.. well im just longing for her existence here.. guess i shld do nothing except wait for her return........ goodbye!